2009年1月2日 星期五
凌晨12:30
the thought of him makes me feel sad & at a loss .
i'm having that feeling like AGAIN .
so silly of me huh ?
waiting for something which is totally impossible to be true .
why am i always having these hopes ,
thinking that one day he'll ... ?
my hopes just get higher & higher all the time .
i need to stop now .
i must put an end to it .
probably i should wake up from the dream .
