I want to lead a colourful life (:

A new home ...

2009-08-15T17:58:00.001+08:00

I've found myself a new home (=
I won't be here anymore .
http://amytay89.livejournal.com

2009-08-11T21:00:00.002+08:00

今天的我，感冒了。
感觉很疲倦。
一点精神都没有。
但我也只能把工作做完，
才能回家休息。
)=

好啦。
该是时候休息了。
大家晚安。
(=

今天的心情 (=

2009-08-10T22:06:00.003+08:00

今天的我，想用华文来表达自己的心情。

早上 ~

本来想起个大早去跑步的。

谁料到，外头竟然下起大雨！

真的好扫兴喔。。。

但也没办法啦！

只好继续睡觉。。。

下午 ~
突然好想，好想吃冰淇淋。
所以，我便到楼下的7-11便利商店买了一个巧克力口味的冰淇淋。
吃了后，心情也变得非常好。
原来我是那么容易满足的 ~

膀晚 ~
看了半小时的‘娱乐百分百’后，我便开始做热身运动。
然后就到附近的公园去跑步。
跑了十圈后，感觉很不一样。
很轻松 ~
很开心 ~
好像一点烦恼都没有。
我好喜欢这种感觉喔。。。
真希望时间能够停留。。。
=/

明天又要上班了。
总感觉生活好无聊。。。
一点乐趣都没有。
我该怎么办呢？
)=

A day out

2009-08-09T22:23:00.001+08:00

My mum , brother & I went to the Metro Expo Sale in the afternoon .
We spent quite a sum there .
Shall settle it when the bill comes .

Went to Changi Airport after that .
Somehow , my heart feels very peaceful when I'm at the airport or the beach .
These 2 locations are my favourite "hideout" when I'm feeling down .
=/

All 3 S.H.E's book autograph sessions in Taiwan were cancelled due to the 台风 .
Now , HIM is trying to come up with new timings to make up for the cancellation .
I'm just worried that the books don't arrive that soon ~
))=

Shall go for a jog / run tmr .
Hope it helps to refresh my mind ~

SCSM 2009 (=

2009-08-07T20:54:00.003+08:00

Everyone in the office (or probably majority of the people) wore orange to work today .

I didn't know we have to wear that colour today ,

& I wore black instead .

Anyway , I wasn't the only "outstanding" one .

So it doesn't matter to me too .

I was super duper sleepy at work today .

Kept going to the washroom .

It's a long weekend ahead !

I can get to rest & catch up with the rest for the next few days .

Oh yeah !

Volunteers for Standard Chartered Singapore Marathon 2009 is opened for registration .

Yeah !

i just want to be happy.

2009-08-05T20:30:00.002+08:00

I just want to be happy .
That's all .
But I can hardly remember when was the last time I really smiled .
& I meant the real smile .
The smile which comes from the bottom of my heart .
I'm losing myself ~
)=

OSIM Singapore International Triathlon 2009

2009-08-03T20:39:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was Race Day 2 of the OSIM Singapore International Triathlon 2009 .
The 5 of us was totally drained after the event .
& I was sun-burned too .
I knocked out at 8.30pm last night (considering the fact that I didn't sleep for more than 24 hours) .

Though tired , I do feel a sense of satisfaction .
Looking forward to other such events .

I read from the papers that 1 of the participants died .
It was very saddening to know that .
May he rest in peace ~
=/

))=

2009-08-01T16:46:00.002+08:00

I made a mistake at work on Thursday .
Quite a big one ,
& it was my HOD who spotted it .
I felt so guilty & upset with myself the entire day .
It reminded me of the incident which happened during my SIP .
Feeling emo + guilty = more emo & depressed .
)'=

I don't want to be like that ~
)=

I hate myself!

2009-07-28T20:58:00.002+08:00

我好讨厌现在的自己 ...
)=

That emo feeling hit me badly after lunch break today .
Suddenly , it was just work & me .
I can't be bothered to notice my surroundings .
I just wanna get out of the office asap .

I didn't get the seat by the window on the bus on my way home .
I don't like sitting on the outside ,
because somehow , I don't feel a sense of security sitting on the outside .
That is also a reason why I don't like to sit near the doors on bus or in restaurants etc .

I feel so drained out ~
)=

Monday blues =/

2009-07-27T20:58:00.002+08:00

Today's the start of a new week ,
& it turned out to be a gloomy day as well .
)=

My supervisor came by the office today .
Just for a short visit actually .
Her maternity leave doesn't end until 14 September .

Rainy day .
Indescribable feelings .
I don't know what to do .
)=

多出来的自由

2009-07-26T20:40:00.002+08:00

I still prefer this song ~
=/

Volunteer Briefing + Harry Potter & The Half-Blood Prince

2009-07-26T17:42:00.001+08:00

We (Lydia , Hwee Shan & I) went for the volunteer briefing for OSIM Singapore International Triathlon 2009 at Grand Mercure Roxy Hotel in the morning (9am to be exact) .
Oh yes .
The 3 of us , together with Nikita & Liping , were selected as Drinks Station Staff for this event , which is on the coming Saturday & Sunday .
(=

Only a few people turned up for the volunteer briefing ,
& the briefing started late too ,
at around 9.30am .
=/

The briefing ended at around 10.45am ,
& the 3 of us went to have Mac breakfast .
Watched Harry Potter & The Half-Blood Prince at Downtown East Ehub in the afternoon .
Nothing much exciting actually .
=/

Anyway , it's back to work tmr .
(=

Weekends (=

2009-07-24T20:52:00.002+08:00

The weekends are here again !
How fast !
(=

Let's see .
What did I do this week ?
Actually , this week did pass by fast .
Work from Monday to Friday .
Oh , & I'm officially a contract staff now .
(;

& the company has given me 4.5 days of annual leave & medical leave each .
I have to utilise all the leave as well (i.e. before 30 Nov) .
=D

I've also discussed with my dad regarding further study loans .
If we are really getting a loan ,
it would most likely be from POSB as its interest rate is currently the lowest .
(=

Also , I asked my colleague to get the S.H.E's book from Taiwan as well .
愛的三溫暖 .
Should be able to get it by next month .
With autographs on the book .
(;

Alright .
I shall go for a run in the morning tmr .
Suddenly have the urge to do so .
& it's been ages since I played netball or basketball too .
)=

Updates (=

2009-07-15T23:05:00.000+08:00

I saw Pei Ling on my way to work yesterday ,

& I happened to see Erica on my way home today .

So coincidentally ,

both scenarios took place in the MRT .

& I'm working until November .

That's all for my updates .

Emo ~

2009-07-13T21:46:00.002+08:00

Feeling rather emo at work today .
I have work to do ,
but I kept staring into empty space ,
& stoning .
I guess even my HOD thinks I'm not myself today .
Yes .
I'm not .
=/

I hope I do get better tmr ~

Transformers: Revenge of The Fallen + Harry Potter & The Half-Blood Prince (=

2009-07-11T10:27:00.001+08:00

I have not watched this yet .

& there's no one to watch with me .

On the other hand ,

I'm looking forward to this .

My girls ~

Shall we watch it next Saturday ?

(=

2009-07-10T23:33:00.000+08:00

I managed to meet up with Maxine after work today .

We had dinner at Hong Kong Kim Gary Restaurant .

We talked about many stuff .

Work , school .

Especially when we talked about our secondary school days .

Maxine was telling me that she was flipping through the secondary school class photos ,

& realised how much we've changed throughout the years .

Hahs .

Yes , indeed .

Those were the days .

Anyway ,

it was great catching up with Maxine .

We shall meet up soon !

(;

By the way ,

I'm gonna work until Nov !

& I really hope Hwee Shan gets the job too .

Thoughts ~

2009-07-07T22:33:00.000+08:00

I've been thinking a lot on my way to work for the past few days .

The moment when I looked out of the train window ,

my mind would be at somewhere else .

I just wish someone could be there .

I don't wish to be alone .

I'm afraid .

I was never contented with my life too ,

I realised .

If life was like those dramas which I've watched ~

They're just dramas anyway .

Nintendo Wii (=

2009-07-03T22:51:00.000+08:00

The company had an inter-departmental competition during lunch time .

Boxing on Nintendo Wii .

I didn't know I could get so exhausted playing that .

Lunch was Macs .

& I really enjoyed myself .

really .

Suddenly ,

I can't bear to leave the company at the end of this month ~

多出来的自由

2009-06-29T22:51:00.001+08:00

那一些多出来的自由，其实全是寂寞...

我不要多出来的自由，不要这种结果...

那一些多出来的自由，

一个人的生活，

却根本不是我要的那种快乐...

I think I have hit rock bottom ...

Baking (=

2009-06-28T22:27:00.000+08:00

Today was a day well spent at Nikita's house doing baking .

Brownies & muffins .

Thank You Nikita !

& Lydia too !

(;

Back to the 8.30am-5.30pm life tmr .

Mundane ~

Meetup with KW on Thurs + Collection of Grad Photos with HS on Fri (=

2009-06-27T11:20:00.001+08:00

Thursday , 25 June .

Met up with Hwee Shan , Seow Yuan , Lydia & Kum Weng after work .

It was meant to be a short meetup cum advance birthday celebration for Kum Weng before he serves his NS on the 10th next month .

But I guess he doesn't know we intended to celebrate his birthday for him .

We had our dinner at F.I.S.H by Fish & Co at Tampines 1 .

Anyways ,

we treated Kum Weng for dinner .

After which ,

we went to The Cafe Cartel for desserts .

Hahs .

Because cakes are half-priced after 9pm .

But Kum Weng paid for the cakes ,

which made the rest of us rather 不好意思 .

Friday , 26 June .

Met up with Hwee Shan after work to collect our graduation photos at Peninsula Plaza .

After which ,

we had our dinner at KFC after walking for so long around Marina Square .

Today's a gloomy day .

Shall stay at home & be a crouch potato .

锁住时间

2009-06-23T22:38:00.000+08:00

锁住时间 by S.H.E .
I find this song very sweet ,
& the lyrics are very meaningful .
Even the MV is so simple ~
(=

Selina's design (=

2009-06-22T19:58:00.004+08:00

My colleague is back from Taiwan ,

together with this :

My T-shirt .

Yeap .
It's S.H.E's Selina's design .
(=

THANK YOU !
(=

New Moon Official Trailer (=

2009-06-21T12:25:00.001+08:00

The Twilight Saga - New Moon .
Official trailer .
(=

Swollen feet ~

2009-06-20T22:23:00.000+08:00

My left feet is swollen ,

& I can't even walk properly .

It hurts everytime I try walking .

I just hope it gets better by Monday ~

2009-06-19T22:10:00.002+08:00

LUNA Online

2009-06-19T21:50:00.000+08:00

可爱万岁 by S.H.E .
The main theme of LUNA Online .
S.H.E's new endorsement .
I guess this is the other new song in their digital album .
(=

2009-06-19T21:19:00.001+08:00

为什么我感觉心里闷闷的?

2009-06-18T22:07:00.000+08:00

我很难过 ...

真的很难过 ...

Ella's birthday (:

2009-06-18T00:00:00.000+08:00

今天是6月18日。

是Ella(S.H.E)的28岁生日。

祝Ella生日快乐！

好期待Ella的新戏喔！

也祝S.H.E 6月20日在澳门的《移动城堡世界巡迴演唱会》成功！

好期待S.H.E下一场在新加坡的演唱会。

这一次，

我一定会去！

(;

安静了

2009-06-16T22:24:00.003+08:00

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里

梦想中属於我们的婚礼

却成了单人结婚进行曲

在这场爱情角力的拔河里

爱我还是爱你

你选择了自己

撒娇的可爱的

粘人的爱哭的

照片里曾经的都是你喜欢的

如今我还在原地

你却走回你的记忆

你说我爱你太多就快要把你淹没

你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落

分开是一种解脱让你好好的想过

我想要的那片天空你是不是能够给我

你说我给你太多却不能给我什麽

分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑

爱情是一道伤口我们各自苦痛

沉默是我最後温柔是因为我太爱你

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里

梦想中属於我们的婚礼

安静了在我枕边的梦里

我知道相爱原本就不容易

爱不是一加一

努力就有结局

撒娇的可爱的
粘人的爱哭的
照片里曾经的都是爱着你的

脸颊的泪还温热

却没有人握我的手

你说我爱你太多就快要把你淹没

你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落

分开是一种解脱让你好好的想过

我想要的那片天空你是不是能够给我

你说我给你太多却不能给我什麽

分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑

爱情是一道伤口我们各自苦痛

沉默是我最後温柔是因为我太爱你 ...

知道

2009-06-15T20:47:00.000+08:00

她让你憔悴许多

她让你不知所措

她的一举一动你不停的对我说

我微笑倾听你说

我却越听越心痛

怎么你说的不是我

她比我多了什么

让你愿意耐心等候

我想知道她让你痴心是什么

我想知道她让你疯狂为什么

我知道做的和她没有不同

但是我却不在你的心中逗留

我想知道她哪里比我好很多

在你心中她和我有什么不同

我知道我比她付出的还多

可是我总换不了你的心动

你让我憔悴很多

你让我不知所措

你一举一动我的心被牵着走

她不经意的走过

你就把我给冷落

嫉妒把我给吞没

她比我多了什么

让你愿意耐心等候

我想知道她让你痴心是什么

我想知道她让你疯狂为什么

我知道做的和她没有不同

但是我却不在你的心中逗留

我想知道她哪里比我好很多

在你心中她和我有什么不同

我知道我比她付出的还多

可是我总换不了你的心动

我知道了她哪里比我好更多

在你心中我永远不可能会让你心动

我知道我比她付出的还多

可是我在你心中没有她多...

妥协

2009-06-14T21:53:00.001+08:00

爱到妥协到头来还是误解

抱着你不让你飞

历史不断重演我好累

爱到妥协也无法将故事再重现

你也想退后一点我躲在我的世界 ...

OSIM Singapore International Triathlon 2009 (:

2009-06-13T15:45:00.000+08:00

OSIM Singapore International Triathlon 2009 .

1 & 2 August 2009 .

I'll be volunteering for this event ,

together with 4 of my friends .

I hope we'll get the positions which we want .

Many more events coming up soon .

& not to forget ,

Standard Chartered Singapore Marathon 2009 .

ice-cream (:

2009-06-11T20:51:00.000+08:00

I suddenly had a craving for ice-cream after work ,

& the next moment ,

I bought 2 tubs of ice-cream from Fairprice .

What's happening to me ?!

LOL !

I can't be bothered about THAT issue anymore .

I've wasted too much time .

Way too much ~

Clean Desk ~

2009-06-10T20:01:00.000+08:00

" Clean Desk " policy .

" No P&C documents should be found on your desk .

If not , you will be issued a warning letter . "

" As long as you are away from your desk ,

you must lock your desktop . "

& many more ~

I did spring cleaning for the 2nd half of my day .

Now my desk feels so empty .

This company does have many surprises for us .

Good & bad .

(: for today (:

2009-06-09T19:52:00.000+08:00

I received these from 2 of my colleagues .

& it made my day .

at least for today .

THANK YOU !

& I know it's my wishful thinking all along .

I feel so stupid suddenly ~

Qing Ge ~

2009-06-08T20:56:00.000+08:00

I still prefer this song .

My all-time favourite , especially during MRT & bus rides .

I suddenly feel like going somewhere on Saturday ~

2009-06-07T23:11:00.000+08:00

The BBQ turned out great .

I'll just wanna say a BIG THANK YOU to Nikita !

& I was glad that I managed to catch up with Maxine after so long .

I think I'll miss her when she goes off to Monash University .

Alright .

It's back to the 8.30am-5.30pm life tmr .

Good night ~

2009-06-06T23:42:00.000+08:00

Why do those who you trust the most ,

always turn out to be those who hurt you the most ?

Mv of the day ~

2009-06-04T21:07:00.000+08:00

MV of the day - 全世界都停电 by TANK

Scream all I want

2009-06-03T21:47:00.000+08:00

I just feel like heading to the beach ,

face the sea ,

& scream all I want ~

2009-06-03T21:44:00.000+08:00

" Your application has been rejected . "

I guess that's it .

The answer's obvious isn't it ?

I'm incapable .

What more can I say ?

I've tried my best ?

more like 敷衍我自己吧 ~

I'm having mixed feelings today ):

2009-06-03T21:11:00.001+08:00

I had to enter the office from the North Lobby this morning ,

because the main entrance at the South Lobby was locked for unknown reasons .

Little did I realise the company had a surprise for all the staff .

Stage 1 - Choose between White / Wholemeal Bread and Coffee / Tea .

Stage 2 - Decide whether you want to toast your Bread and whether you wish to add Creamer to your Coffee or Sugar to your Tea . If you do wish to add Creamer or Sugar , how many sackets to add ?

Stage 3 - There are 4 spread to choose from for your Bread , mainly Peanut Butter , Strawberry , Raspberry & Kaya .

Stage 4 (Final Stage) - Choose between an Apple or a Pear , together with your goodie bag .

At every stage ,

there are 2 staff to serve you .

& by the time I reached Stage 4 ,

I realised what was going on in the company .

The company's having a service campaign called ' Put the EXTRA in the ORDINARY ' for all staff .

everyone gathered at the Makan Room to celebrate this event .

It was rather fun .

But the work today drained me out totally .

It's like I'm not done with my current work ,

& the next one already comes in .

By the time I left the office ,

my desk was piled up with a stack of files .

Plus there's this new policy which the company just implemented ,

I can forsee that the next 2 days of mine will be a hectic one .

enrolment package =/

2009-06-02T21:41:00.001+08:00

Today's lunch was the best I ever had since I joined HSBC Insurance .

Great food .

Great company .

& laughing at silly jokes with my colleagues .

How I wish everyday would be like that ~

I received this today as well .

Enrolment package from SIM .

& I have to accept the offer by 12 June ,

If not , my place would be given to another applicant .

It's like I'm at another turning point in life ,

& I have to make a choice right now .

I always get very depressed when I'm faced with this kind of situations .

It really sucks ~

Night At The Museum 2 (:

2009-05-31T21:16:00.000+08:00

Thanks Nikita & Hwee Shan for the company .

I had a good laugh .

& thanks Hwee Shan for the souvenir from Korea .

not to forget ,

the file & facial masks as well .

...

2009-05-30T20:33:00.001+08:00

也许我在下一个路口,

会遇到我的终点...

a break ...

2009-05-29T21:39:00.000+08:00

work contract extended for another month until 31 July .

i feel like taking a long break right now .

probably it does help ~

emo-momo ~

2009-05-28T20:11:00.001+08:00

I don't know how I should be feeling right now .

mv of the day

2009-05-27T20:41:00.000+08:00

MV of the day - 错过 by 梁咏琪

& like the girl in the MV ,
i teared after listening to this song ...
)':

错过

2009-05-26T22:19:00.006+08:00

错过 - 梁咏琪

以为只看小说就能看到爱的颜色

这算是什么生活

我们留在自己的沙漠开始魂不守舍

等待时间流过

如果你像天气总对我不冷也不热

我不能选择沉默

爱情只是个泡沫脆弱得一触即破

你要好好把握

错过我们都有过错

在幸福的角落还要再奢求什么

直到一天遗憾开出它的花朵

谁都会明白从前才是最快乐

错过上天都有过错

创造悲欢离合要我们承担结果

每一个人是另一个人的景色

在寂寞的时候什么比爱更赤裸裸

如果你像天气总对我不冷也不热
我不能选择沉默
爱情只是个泡沫脆弱得一触即破
你要好好把握

错过我们都有过错
在幸福的角落还要再奢求什么
直到一天遗憾开出它的花朵
谁都会明白从前才是最快乐
错过上天都有过错
创造悲欢离合要我们承担结果
每一个人是另一个人的景色

曾经停泊过就已很值得

错过上天都有过错
创造悲欢离合要我们承担结果
每一个人是另一个人的景色
在寂寞的时候什么比爱更赤裸裸

most boring day! ):

2009-05-26T22:12:00.000+08:00

today was the most boring day i had in HSBC Insurance .

my supervisor's on leave ,

& she didn't give me anything to do .

so i could only find things to do on my own .

listening to my MP3 ,

& act busy when i'm actually not at all .

& when i'm very free ,

i start to think of other stuff again .

feeling emo ~

lazy bum! =X

2009-05-25T22:12:00.000+08:00

okays .

i have a colleague who is going to Taiwan in 2 weeks' time ,

& since she's stopping over at Taipei ,

i have asked her to help me buy a t-shirt from Top Girl .

by the way ,

Top Girl is a brand in Taiwan .

& most importantly ,

S.H.E is the 代言人 for Top Girl !

besides that ,

S.H.E have also come up with their own individual designs too !

check out the 3 pictures above .

(;

now i have a problem .

i wanted to get Ella's design ,

but Selina's design looks nice too .

& Hebe's design is unique as well .

i'm only getting one piece ,

because the price is not cheap too .

it's 台币880 for their individual design ,

which means approximately S$44 (if i'm assuming that the exchange rate is S$1 to 台币20) .

my colleague is actually getting 2 pieces for herself .

both Ella's design somemore (she's a hardcore Ella fan) .

alright .

i need some suggestions here .

i have to make up my mind before my colleague leaves for Taiwan ~

& i haven't thought of anything for my appeals yet .

no inspiration at all .

i wanna think of smth convincing .

but i just don't know how to start .

i practically spent my weekends watching videos on YouTube ~

alright .

i shall watch my videos now ~

MV of the day (:

2009-05-24T15:21:00.000+08:00

MV of the day - 酸甜 by S.H.E & 飞轮海

MV of the day (:

2009-05-23T20:50:00.002+08:00

MV of the day - 情歌 by 梁靜茹

Appeal!

2009-05-23T11:29:00.001+08:00

it's the weekends again !

& i've got some things which i have to complete over the weekends ,

one of which is to appeal to NTU & NUS .

i was browsing through NTU's website just now ,

& i realised that they offer a degree in Mathematics & Economics .

Bachelor of Science (Hons) in Mathematics and Economics .

it's a combined / double degree ,

& it takes 4 years to complete .

1 year more than the Business degree .

i know i can't make it for the Business degree anymore ,

since i got rejected for choosing that .

however ,

1 of the admission requirements is that students need at least a GCE A-level pass in Mathematics or equivalent .

oh well ,

i guess i don't stand a chance for it .

shall stick to choosing Economics for my appeal .

as for NUS ,

i'm also choosing Economics ,

which is under Faculty of Arts & Social Sciences .

not going to choose Business again for my appeal ,

since the school has made it clear that i don't qualify for the programme by rejecting me .

& i haven't receive anything from SMU yet !

the waiting is killing me lah !

i feel like i'm hanging in the air right now ~

)):

shall think of what to write for my appeal .

it's my last chance now ,

& i really , really wanna grab hold of it .

=D

2009-05-22T21:33:00.002+08:00

i'm looking forward to 2 Taiwanese dramas right now .

though shooting just started ,

& i might have to wait until the end of the year or the start of next year .

就想賴著你 - 言承旭 & Ella

爱似百汇 - 炎亚纶 , 曾之喬 & 辰亦儒

actually ,

i'm more interested in 就想賴著你 .

言承旭 & Ella .

new combination ,

though i really hope 吳尊 & Ella could star in another drama again .

shall keep track of any new videos on the above 2 .

not much nice dramas to watch currently .

& my 败犬女王 is left with 1 more episode ~

GRADUATION!

2009-05-20T21:02:00.001+08:00

first of all ,

i just wanna say ,

我毕业了 !

the graduation ceremony last evening was awesome !

the TCC was fully packed with graduates & guests .

the whole ceremony lasted for less than 2 hours .

i hardly ate anything last night ,

because i was busy taking pictures !

whoever familiar i saw ,

i would ask ,

" Wanna take picture ? "

i mean ,

it's the very last day liao .

how long more do i still wanna wait ?!

i was also a little disappointed last evening ,

because someone whom i wanted to see ,

didn't turn up for the graduation ceremony .

well ,

it's alright .

i guess we'll meet soon .

i hope ~

alright .

enough of the graduation ceremony .

it's back to work today .

i was rather tired because i slept at 12 midnight .

plus no one's there to "entertain" me when i'm at work .

usually ,

Hwee Shan would SMS me & we would just "entertain" each other .

but she's off to the Land of Kimchi ,

& would only be back on the 28th .

meaning to say ,

my phone would be super quiet for the next 1 week at work .

)):

by the way ,

my supervisor asked if i could extend my contract for another month until the end of July .

i guess my department is really short of manpower .

i agreed to her request ,

but i told her that i would be taking a few days of leave in July .

( Yes ! I still remember the cruise trip promise . )

(;

& there's this Asian Conference which i might be helping out in July .

i just hope it doesn't clash with my cruise trip .

BBQ session in 2 weeks' time .

Nikita's the main organiser .

i was very shocked when she told me about the BBQ session .

1st time in 7 years ,

i see her so enthusiastic about organising smth .

haha !

nvm !

我挺你 !

(;

okay !

shall go & watch my 败犬女王 .

小草莓 !

graduation ceremony! =D

2009-05-18T20:20:00.000+08:00

tmr's the day !

the day when i put a full-stop to the 3 years spent in TP .

the day when i can say i'm finally a graduate .

& most importantly ,

the day when i bid good-bye .

how fast isn't it ?

i'm quite excited about tmr .

i wonder how this whole ceremony will be like .

it will definitely be quite emotional too .

shall update on Wednesday with pictures .

my session is the last one ,

so it would be quite late by the time i reach home tmr .

honestly + trust

2009-05-16T12:49:00.000+08:00

2 factors which i considered important in a friendship .

honesty & trust .

if there's no honesty ,

then there won't be any trust .

& vice versa .

if you keep lying to me ,

how do you expect me to trust you ?

maybe once or twice ,

i can just let it go & pretend nth happened .

but if you take my trust for granted ,

then i'm really sorry .

there's a limit to my tolerance as well .

so now ,

i chose not to say out my thoughts or feelings ,

but only to those whom i know i can really trust .

i'm the one who is really hurt .

hurt by all the lies .

i could only ask myself why .

why all the lies ?

i don't know whether to believe what you say now .

& i really wonder ,

the thing which happened 4 years ago ,

did it even exist ?

):

2009-05-15T20:52:00.004+08:00

it's Friday .

last day of work for this week .

my supervisor had an argument with a client over the phone when i came back from lunch .

i can practically hear the client screaming at the top of his voice over at the other end .

some people can really get very unreasonable .

from what i heard from my colleagues ,

the client demanded that we refund him something .

i'm not sure what it is ,

& i don't think i should ask my supervisor about it as well .

but 1 thing which i admire my supervisor is that ,

she was very calm during the tele-conversation with the client .

if it was me ,

i would have shooted many "unglam" words out .

opened my letterbox when i reached home .

& inside lies a letter from NUS .

quickly opened the letter ,

& just what i have expected .

rejection .

i admit that my heart sank for a moment when i read the letter .

but that's nth much i can do .

got to move on isn't it ?

can't let it affect me .

shall end this post with a sentence which i saw from 败犬女王 Episode 18 Part 2 .

it really made me think a lot .

" 我知道你跑了很久,

但是你心里的终点,

根本不是我。"

2009-05-14T22:41:00.000+08:00

just finished watching 败犬女王 Episode 18 .

i guess it's the most touching episode i've watched until now .

to be exact ,

sad at the front ,

but touching at the end .

8 years difference is really not an issue .

it's the feelings that matters the most .

shall search for other dramas to watch now ~

digital album (:

2009-05-13T21:17:00.003+08:00

S.H.E's 1st digital album , 《爱的地图》新歌+精选

release date : 22 June 2009 .

check out the link below .

http://www.him.com.tw/forum/forum_topic.php?g=2&t=418257

i've listened to their new song , 锁住时间 .

not that bad .

can try listening to it .

(;

haven't been thinking about some stuff ,

until recently .

i guess work has kept my mind occupied ,

but not forever .

so many ' how i wish ... ' & ' what if ... ' flashing in my mind .

in the end ,

i just felt more emo .

kept asking myself whether it's worth it or not ,

but i realised i'm lying to myself all the time .

shall go & rest now ~

2009-05-11T21:34:00.000+08:00

this week started off great .

i'm done with the travel & hospital claims which i have on hand ,

& my supervisor was delighted when i told her that .

felt a sense of satisfaction .

& so ,

my supervisor took a half-day leave & left during lunch time ,

leaving me with some work to do .

i had to go to another department called Policy Servicing to get the policy jacket of a particular policy from a particular staff .

hahs .

anyways ,

read through the policy jacket & realised that it was similar to the one which i'm dealing with now .

at least if my supervisor ask what's the policy about ,

i know how to answer her .

i love my job ,

with the fact that i'm able to deal with claims .

but it gets a little boring if i have nothing much to do .

i guess after travel & hospital claims ,

i'm gonna touch on liability / 3rd party claims liao .

alright .

i shall stop here now ~

mama's day =D

2009-05-10T21:27:00.000+08:00

HAPPY MUM'S DAY TO ALL MUMS !

& so ,

it's back to the working life tmr .

no life at all ,

as many would say .

but we'll just have to get used to it .

i'm one of those who can easily adapt to a new environment .

i'm used to waking up at 6.40am ,

getting out of the house by 7.40am ,

& reaching my workplace by 8.30am .

i mean ,

it all takes time to adapt ,

isn't it ?

hwee shan's 20th (:

2009-05-10T00:27:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 2OTH BIRTHDAY HWEE SHAN !

HOPE YOU LIKE THE PRESENT FROM US !

(;

1 month! (=

2009-05-08T22:30:00.000+08:00

this week really pass by fast .

it's Friday already .

& not to forget ,

i've been with HSBC Insurance for a month !

how fast can that be ?!

oh yeah !

& my pay's in !

WOOHOO !

i sms-ed Hwee Shan immediately after checking my account balance .

cox that girl also expecting her pay to come in by today .

hahs .

tmr's Hwee Shan's birthday .

someone's turning 20 le !

(;

shall go & plan for tmr for now .

back from malaysia (=

2009-05-03T15:10:00.000+08:00

just came back from Malaysia 2 hours ago .

Grandpa's 80th birthday was a huge success .

everyone was present ,

& we took a lot of pictures as well .

i'll have to wait for my cousin to send me the pictures online .

went shopping at Jusco in the morning ytd .

i bought 2 blouses for work ,

& also a top .

RM39 each .

it's less than S$20 lah !

& my dad paid for it too .

this long weekend was well-spent with my relatives ,

considering the fact that i only see them like twice or thrice a year .

sometimes even once a year ,

which is during Chinese New Year .

i think the next time i'm going back would be for my Grandma's birthday celebration .

shall rest for a while now .

will update again ~

2009-04-29T22:20:00.001+08:00

i just feel like disappearing right now .

just let it be me & work ,

that's all .

the "mask" is too heavy for me to wear .

i don't wanna hide my feelings anymore .

temperature taking =/

2009-04-29T20:08:00.000+08:00

i didn't expect the Swine flu to be so serious ,

although Asia is still safe at the moment .

no cases of Swine flu in Asia .

but all of us must be prepared & take precautionary measures as well .

i was being informed by my Head of Department that all staff in HSBC Insurance are required to take our temperature before going to work everyday .

& their exercise starts from tmr onwards .

we have to take 2 readings each day ,

& record our readings in a MS Excel spreadsheet .

the most important thing is ,

if we are having fever ,

don't turn up for work .

it's for the benefit of everyone as well ,

since this flu is known to be more deadly than SARS & it shows no symptoms at all .

it's kind of scary too .

so from tmr onwards ,

i have to take my temperature at home before leaving for work .

& bring my thermometer to work as well .

must remind myself about that .

it's rather insame too .

after work today ,

i wanted to get a thermometer from Watsons or NTUC Unity near my workplace .

but all the thermometers were out of stock !

i was like "OMG" .

so i had no choice but to try out at White Sands ,

since there were 3 pharmacies there .

Watsons & Guardian also experienced the same thing .

out of stock .

i was only left with 1 more pharmacy to go ,

which was NTUC Unity .

thank goodness they still had some ,

but they were running out of stock soon .

so i purchased one at S$13.90 .

got to use it for a period of time i guess .

alright .

enough of the Swine flu .

had lunch with my whole department today ,

excluding my Head of Department .

most importantly ,

we don't have to pay at all !

it was all company's expenses !

how good can it be ?!

okays .

i shall rest for a while now ~

一个人的生活 )=

2009-04-27T21:46:00.000+08:00

一个人的生活。

有时我真的感到很孤单。

真的好无助。

short meetup ~

2009-04-26T17:27:00.000+08:00

met Hwee Shan for lunch at White Sands just now ,

& i bought a dress as well .

(;

meeting Hwee Shan next Friday to rent the graduation attire .

& then i'll be off to Malaysia over the weekends !

WOOHOO !

it's my Grandpa's 80th birthday .

so all our family members would be celebrating for him on the coming weekend .

& it's back to work tmr .

how fast ~

3rd week of work (:

2009-04-24T20:32:00.001+08:00

it's been my 3rd week at HSBC Insurance .

the workload hasn't increased much for me ,

but my supervisor has asked me to read through the policy jackets if possible .

i think she wants to teach me new stuff next week .

made a mistake while doing data entry ytd .

was rather worried ,

cox this colleague of mine looked stern .

but he didn't say much ,

& i just re-do the entry .

my supervisor was on half-day leave today ,

but she left me with a stack of files which she needs me to print our their respective policies from the system .

so basically ,

i spent the whole afternoon printing policies ,

& also reading the policy jackets .

nothing much for me to do actually .

by the way ,

today was the last day for some interns at HSBC Insurance .

they were those who were already at the company before i came 3 weeks ago .

now that they have left ,

it means that there are lesser interns liao .

i even sms-ed Hwee Shan to tell her this !

>.<

anyways ,

i can't wait to get my 1st month pay on the 8th of May !

there are some stuff which i wish to get when i receive my pay .

& i'm still holding on to Hwee Shan's Twilight book .

sorry ah !

i've wrapped the book but haven't manage to pass to her until now .

shall return it to her when i see her next time .

SMU interview (:

2009-04-21T22:30:00.000+08:00

i had nothing much to do at work today .

kept asking my colleague whether she has any tasks for me to do .

kind of bad ,

cox i felt that i'm disturbing her .

left the office at 1pm ,

& met up with Hwee Shan in the MRT for the SMU interview .

we had lunch at Plaza Singapura's PizzaHut first ,

& then we walked over to SMU's School of Economics .

we had to wait inside the holding room before we were being called into another room for the interview .

though it was a group interview ,

i was still extremely nervous .

but it turned out to be just the group interview only .

no essay writing or comprehension ,

unlike the School of Business interview .

phew !

thank goodness ~

the discussion topic was a very general one ,

not related to economics at all .

instead ,

it was on our views on whether 2 years of NS is sufficient or not ?

or should be longer ?

basically ,

the guys were like "shooting bullets" .

they kept talking & talking ,

& they seemed to have tonnes of things to talk about .

>.<

for the females ,

it was rather biased in a way .

cox NS is smth we don't come in contact with .

so our views were more general ,

compared to the guys' views ,

which were more specific .

we'll know the outcome of the interview in 2 weeks' time by mail .

whether i get into SMU or not ,

i'll just take it easy ~

no hard feelings ,

cox i know i've tried my best during the interview .

no regrets .

(;

right now ,

i shall wait for my hair to dry first ,

& i'll be off to bed .

it's been a long day today ,

& i'm tired ~

>.<

busy day =/

2009-04-20T20:59:00.000+08:00

i'm done with the online registration for the graduation ceremony !

shall see when the girls want to go back to TP to rent the graduation attire ~

i was super duper busy in the morning today .

lots of photocopying to do .

lots of mail to be sent out .

lots of payment to enter into the system .

lots of data to be entered into the system .

by the time i managed to clear most of my work ,

it was almost lunch-time .

my morning went by just like that !

the weather didn't look good in the afternoon .

so my colleague & i decided to dine in at level 2 .

the place was very cooling ,

with the wind blowing into the area .

plus there were cargo airplanes flying past every 5 minutes or so .

it made me feel relaxed during that hour of lunch break .

after lunch ,

i continued from where i stopped .

by the time i cleared all the work on my desk ,

it was almost time to knock off .

hahs !

today does pass by fast .

tmr's the SMU interview for me ,

& i do feel a little nervous right now .

but i'm just gonna take someone's advice .

just try my best & be more confident in myself !

as for me ,

i shall watch my videos !

off to YouTube ~

SMU interview =X

2009-04-18T14:28:00.000+08:00

OMG !

i've just received a call from SMU 15 minutes ago ,

asking me to go down for an interview this coming Tuesday at 3.15pm !

the guy's calling from the School of Economics .

hmm .

probably it means that i didn't manage to get the Bachelor of Business Management course ,

& they're offering me Bachelor of Science (Economics) instead .

though the interview is on Tuesday ,

i'm feeling super nervous now !

cox i really can't imagine how tough the interview would be .

i don't know what to expect as well !

Hwee Shan also received a call from SMU .

interview on Tuesday .

School of Economics too !

but different timing though .

it's alright .

we can meet up before that !

okay !

i shall enjoy my weekends first .

don't think so much now .

just go with the flow ~

tampines 1 - manpuku (:

2009-04-17T23:42:00.000+08:00

work has been the same at HSBC Insurance .

nth new to update on .

had dinner with Hwee Shan & Seow Yuan at Tampines 1 just now .

too bad Lydia & Nikita couldn't join us .

Lydia had to work overtime ,

while Nikita's working at her uncle's shop .

the 3 of us decided to dine at this Japanese restaurant called Manpuku at Level 3 .

there's indeed a wide variety of food ,

& the ambience was great .

the food tasted alright lah .

can't say 'extremely nice' too .

got the urge to spend ,

but i think i'll just control myself until i get my 1st month's pay from Recruit Express .

have to wait for 3 more weeks i guess .

my tolerance level's quite high ,

so i think i still can tolerate for a while more .

alright .

shall watch tv now .

good night people !

sweet dreams .

2nd week of work (:

2009-04-14T20:09:00.000+08:00

work at HSBC Insurance has been the same .

photocopying of policies .

doing of data entry .

extracting files from storage area .

updating of MS Excel spreadsheet .

but i did learnt smth new ytd .

it's related to claims payment ,

and i managed to handle & mail cheques ytd & today .

it was great ,

because i get to learn more new things from the company .

a new batch of interns came ytd .

not sure which sch they were from ,

because i didn't managed to talk to them .

the entire office is so big ,

& they were all attached to different departments .

a colleague of mine asked me how i felt working in an insurance company .

honestly speaking ,

i didn't feel much because i came in contact with the insurance sector during my SIP .

as in ,

majority of the tasks assigned to me during my SIP was related to insurance .

but the things which i learnt during my SIP & from HSBC Insurance were totally different .

so it's new experience too .

alright .

i shall watch my drama now .

will update again soon ~

tampines 1 (:

2009-04-11T00:18:00.003+08:00

met up with Hwee Shan this afternoon to check out Tampines 1 .

it's seriously bombarded with a lot of people .

2nd day of opening + public holiday = a large crowd .

when i met up with Hwee Shan at the MRT station ,

she was telling me about this particular shop which she saw earlier on .

& the next moment ,

we were in that shop .

the shop's called Cache Cache .

both of us managed to buy a piece of clothing each from that shop .

thanks for the recommendation !

(;

after we left the shop ,

we tried to navigate our way through the shopping mall .

& i was telling Hwee Shan about the interns at my workplace .

then ,

a hand suddenly appeared in front of me from someone standing on my left .

when i turned ,

i realised it was Kum Weng .

he's also checking out Tampines 1 with his friends .

we managed to check out all levels other than the last level .

after which ,

both of us decided to get some snacks before queuing up at Uni Qlo .

we bought some snacks from Old Chang Kee + bubble tea from Sweet Talk .

after that ,

we joined in the queue at Uni Qlo .

we waited for about 20 to 25 mins before it's our turn to go in .

surprisingly ,

we didn't manage to buy anything from there .

but other people seemed to buy a lot from there .

majority of them carried a bag when they came out from the shop .

we went to Tampines Mall & Century Square after that .

i wanted to get some clothes for work ,

but i can't seem to find any that i like .

walked , walked & walked .

we had Pepper Lunch for dinner .

& we went back to Tampines 1 again .

the crowd was even worst at night !

before we decided to go home ,

Hwee Shan & i each bought a blouse .

i'm kinda tired .

i guess i better go sleep now .

good nights !

(;

graduation ceremony (:

2009-04-08T20:29:00.000+08:00

oh yeah !

the graduation ceremony letter is finally here .

for Diploma in Business ,

it's on Tuesday , 19 May 2009 at Session 3 ,

which is 5.30pm .

but our reporting time is at 4.30pm ,

while guests have to be seated by 5pm .

each student has 2 admission tickets ,

so i guess i'll ask my mum & dad to attend ,

cox this would be the most important day of my poly life .

as for work ,

i arranged some files in the storage in the morning today .

after that ,

i helped my supervisor do up a letter for a client .

& i can finally use the company's claims system !

woots !

finally can do data entry for the insurance claims .

if not ,

the cases keep accumulating ,

which is not very nice as well .

tmr is the last work day of the week ,

& there's a long weekend ahead as well !

woohoo !

can't wait for tmr to come .

2nd day of work (:

2009-04-07T20:22:00.002+08:00

today was the 2nd day of work at HSBC Insurance .

in the morning ,

i continued with the extracting of files from the storage .

the files were damn heavy !

& my heels were killing me at the same time .

after the task was done ,

i helped my supervisor print out a letter to be mailed .

i edited the letter like 6 times ,

before my supervisor thinks that it was satisfactory .

time seemed to pass by fast after lunch ,

since my lunch time is at 1pm .

by the time i come back to the office ,

it is already 2pm .

& i knock off at 5.30pm .

i wanted to do some data entry using the company's system .

however ,

my computer doesn't allow me to log in .

& the person who can help me happened to be on a half-day leave .

so i've got no choice but to do the data entry tmr .

did some filing ,

photocopying of bills ,

scanning of bills ,

pasting of papers ,

filling in some forms .

& my day ended just like that .

the tasks seemed rather easy ,

but i guess next week onwards or so ,

the tasks might probably get tougher .

let's just see how it goes next week then .

there were also some interns at HSBC Insurance as well .

1 of my colleagues thought that i was also an intern ,

but i told him that i was only a temporary staff in their department until the end of June .

will update about my work again tmr .

byee !

hsbc insurance (:

2009-04-06T21:12:00.002+08:00

first day of work at HSBC Insurance was a rather relaxing one .

my reporting time today was supposed to be 8.45am ,

but i arrived at 8.30am .

& just nice ,

the person whom i'm supposed to look for ,

happened to be at the reception area .

the lady passed me 2 forms ,

1 to be filled up ,

& the other 1 to be signed .

the 1 to be filled up was the application form .

the other 1 was something like the MAS's Code of Conduct form .

i understood why i had to sign that form .

or perhaps ,

Banking & Finance students should understand why .

(;

after filling up the form ,

the lady requested for my IC & also a copy of my poly academic transcript .

i guess she needed to photocopy them to keep as a record .

the lady also showed me around the office .

something like orientation bah .

& she told me that the entire 11th storey belongs to HSBC Insurance .

the office was indeed very big .

after which ,

she showed me to my department - Commercial Claims Department .

bascially ,

it's insurance claims .

i was introduced to my new colleagues ,

& i started on my first task .

well ,

what i heard from my colleagues was that i might not be handling calls at all .

most likely would be just photocopying of forms .

filing of documents .

data entry .

extracting documents from storage .

that's what i did today actually .

i'll be continuing with the extracting of documents tmr as well .

i was also taught by 1 of my colleagues on how to use their claims system .

alright .

i think i'm gonna go watch my videos now .

good night !

动脉 (:

2009-04-04T23:00:00.001+08:00

don't know why .
i feel like sharing a song today .
it's the starting theme song of the show , 霹靂MIT .
动脉 by 飞轮海 .
i think it's quite a nice song .
i've been listening to it for the past few days .
enjoy !
=D

temp job (:

2009-04-02T17:14:00.000+08:00

YAY !

i managed to get a temporary job for 2 months !

it's at HSBC Insurance (Singapore) Pte Ltd .

i'll be working there as a temporary staff ,

under the Claims department .

well ,

actually to be exact ,

it's more like a call centre / customer service officer .

i'll have to answer customers' inbound calls regarding insurance claims etc .

besides that ,

there's also some admin duties as well .

my agent told me that the job would probably be 80% calls & 20% admin tasks .

i would not be jobless anymore starting from Monday onwards !

hehs .

quite looking forward to the job .

but before that ,

i must go check out some formal attire this weekend then .

as for now ,

back to my videos .

hehs .

霹靂MIT (:

2009-04-01T20:10:00.000+08:00

i've been watching this drama for the past 2 days .

it's called 霹靂MIT (Mysterious Incredible Terminator) .

not only does the title of the drama sounds weird ,

even the characters' ID given in the drama are weird .

hehs .

there's 16 episodes in total .

i think the storyline is rather interesting .

it's currently airing on Starhub Cable TV Channel 56 ,

every Wednesday to Friday ,

at 7pm .

anyways ,

back to my videos now .

fahrenheit on campus superstar 2009 (:

2009-03-30T11:59:00.000+08:00

alright .

i've just finished watching 爱就宅一起 (ToGetHer) Episode 7 on YouTube .

later on ,

it would be 败犬女王 (My Queen) .

Episode 12 .

(;

&& 飞轮海 (Fahrenheit) will be the special guests on Campus Superstar 2009 tonight !

OMG !

die die also must watch tonight's Campus Superstar .

as for now ,

back to my videos .

(;

my queen (:

2009-03-28T20:20:00.001+08:00

spent the whole afternoon watching this drama .

败犬女王 .

also known as ' My Queen ' .

the storyline's quite interesting .

it's smth like ,

what happens when a 33 years old woman falls in love with a guy who is 8 years younger than her ?

however ,

only 1 episode is out every week .

it means that i have to wait ,

just like 爱就宅一起 (toGether) & 花样男子 (Boys Over Flowers) .

1 week once or twice .

meanwhile ,

i will continue to look for jobs .

& at the same time ,

pray hard that i'll receive good news from the local universities .

happy birthday nikita !

2009-03-27T23:04:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY NIKITA !

today's entry will be dedicated to Miss Nikita Woo Shi Min .

time really flies ~

i've known this girl for 7 years already .

from Secondary 1 until now .

when she was in Secondary 1 & 2 ,

she was very quiet in class .

then during recess time ,

she would "roam" around the sch alone .

she's like a very anti-social type of person during lower secondary .

moving on to Secondary 3 & 4 ,

she started to "open up" more ,

rather than keeping to herself .

it was then which i got to know her more .

like her hobbies ,

her likes & dislikes ,

her family members etc .

i was really glad when i found out both of us got into TP ,

& we were in the same course too !

following that ,

we chose the same elective to specialise in as well !

the only thing which i was a little disappointed ,

was that the both of us didn't manage to get into the same class during the 3 years in TP .

argh ~

however , we still make it a point to go to sch , have lunch or go home together after our lessons .

now that our poly education has ended ,

it does not mean that our friendship has ended as well .

we still play basketball together .

we still play badminton together .

we still go swimming together .

we still go to the gym together .

most importantly ,

we always keep in contact with each other .

(;

Nikita is a friend whom i treasure a lot .

it's been so many years ,

& our friendship is still ongoing .

she has changed over the 7 years as well .

she speaks up more now ,

& i realised that i've known her more than during our secondary sch times .

& to end off this entry ,

i just want to say Thank You to Nikita for being such a great friend for the past 7 years .

Thanks for your help for the past few years too !

& it's really a blessing to me to have known such a great friend .

& once again ,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIKITA !

(;

life without technology ):

2009-03-27T00:15:00.001+08:00

well ,

it's time for me to update .

let me see ~

where should i start from ?

i've been working for the past 2 days ,

as a temporary receptionist .

so basically ,

i'll just have to transfer incoming calls to the respective staff ,

acknowledge delivered documents ,

call for courier service to deliver documents etc .

that was pretty easy ,

considering the fact that i've worked as a receptionist before .

so that's how i been through for the past 2 days .

however ,

my MIO voice decided to die on me on Tuesday .

so that explains why i haven't been online for the past 2 days as well .

well ,

the modem simply went dead .

& i had no choice but to wait until this morning to bring the modem down to the vendor for repair .

hmm .

the technician didn't repair the modem actually .

instead ,

he gave me a new modem ,

& it looks better than the one which died on me .

so i came home & fixed it on .

TADA !

everything is back to normal !

& that's why i would be able to blog now .

after fixing my modem ,

i went back to TP to photocopy my academic transcript ,

as well as certify the photo-copied ones .

met up with Hwee Shan & Nikita to go down to SIM to submit our documents & make payment for our course .

Nikita went to work after that ,

while Hwee Shan & I went for Liping's BBQ .

most of the people whom she invited were her secondary sch friends .

but yah ,

we did have fun too .

(;

alright .

tmr is another long day for me .

better go sleep now .

good night people !

(;

aftermath =X

2009-03-23T22:08:00.001+08:00

okay .

i guess i suffered from nervous shock or smth last night .

my entire entry was in CAPS .

can imagine how agitated i was .

alright .

i'm slowly accepting the fact too .

i really wanna thank Rui Min for her advices .

THANKS GIRL !

(;

well ,

i guess the only way is to appeal .

since FASS has 1600+ intakes last year ,

this year should not be much of a difference bah .

i'll try my best during the NUS appeal period then !

wanted to apply to SIM leh .

but i can't seem to access the website .

so wrong timing man !

i guess must wait until tmr liao .

anyways ,

i'll be working tmr & on wed as well .

2 days assignment ,

as a temp receptionist at a financial institution .

well ,

2 days better than nth .

got income can liao !

alright peeps !

i'm off for some tv now .

ciao !

(;

i feel so stupid ):

2009-03-22T21:28:00.001+08:00

I FEEL SO STUPID LAH !

WHY DIDN'T I CHOOSE NUS'S FASS ?!

IF I HAVE CHOSEN THAT ,

I MIGHT PROBABLY RECEIVE A LETTER OF OFFER FROM NUS LIAO !

MY GPA IS WITH THE 10TH TO 90TH PERCENTILE FOR NUS'S FASS LAH !

I FEEL SO DAMN STUPID LAH !

WHY DIDN'T I NOTICE IT DURING THE ONLINE APPLICATION ?!

STUPID AMY !

NOW YOUR CHANCE OF GETTING INTO NUS IS GONE .

))):

takashimaya (:

2009-03-20T17:43:00.002+08:00

went out with my mum to Takashimaya in the afternoon .

my mum had Takashimaya vouchers worth S$100 ,

so she decided to spend it today .

hmm ,

actually it's me who wanted to spend it today lah .

hahs .

cox my mum told me that she'll share the vouchers with me ,

meaning to say that S$50 each .

plus i've always wanted to get a bag as well .

thus , the vouchers did come in handy .

anyways ,

we each bought a bag of the same kind .

just that hers was smaller ,

& mine was bigger .

bigger because i can use it for school purposes as well .

Rui Min told me that the SIM application for UOL is not user-friendly .

as in ,

it's very confusing .

& she told me to do the application during working hours ,

cox some problems cropped up when she was applying online just now .

she had to call the helpline twice for assistance .

on top of that ,

she told me that we do not need to apply for the Econs bridging course .

only the Maths one is applicable for us .

now i'm even more confused loh .

do we have to take both Econs & Maths bridging courses or not ?

the other time when i called the helpline ,

the lady over the phone told me that we need to take both Econs & Maths bridging courses .

argh !

confused .

& more confused .

isn't there proper instructions which we can follow ?

i just wanna get it over & done with .

it's such a drag lah !

>.<

Hwee Shan !

what should we do now then ?

i feel so uncertain leh .

i guess i need to call the SIM helpline again .

haix .

robinsons expo sale (:

2009-03-19T22:21:00.001+08:00

went out with my mum & brother to the Robinsons Expo Sale in the afternoon .

but only my mum & brother managed to buy their stuff .

i didn't .

well , i did saw some clothes which looked nice .

but they seemed a little small-sized for me .

so in the end ,

i didn't buy anything .

there's the Adidas Sale 2009 at Singapore Expo ,

which starts tmr .

i did ask my brother whether he'll be interested to go ,

cox there's post season sale up to 70% off .

it's super worth it ,

especially for sports items .

but he seemed a little sian leh .

so most probably i'll end up going myself .

i've yet to start on my application to SIM .

duno why .

just can't seem to start .

haix .

going town tmr .

i hope i'll get what i want .

i'm not okay ):

2009-03-19T00:34:00.000+08:00

我不好 .

我很不好 .

i don't feel good at all for the past few days .

i don't feel happy .

suddenly ,

there were so many things to settle .

i'm unprepared .

i don't know what my next step in life would be .

is that really what i want ?

would i regret making such a choice ?

so many question marks & "what if" .

i'm not okay .

i'm really not okay .

)):

PWG (:

2009-03-17T17:50:00.001+08:00

i went back to PIAS (my SIP workplace) today .

many of my colleagues were surprised to see me cox i didn't tell them that i'll be turning up at the office today .

hahs !

it was meant to be a surprise .

bought a dozen of J.CO donuts to the office too .

well , i can't possibly go back empty-handed huh ?

also , my supervisor used to treat me to a lot of snacks during my SIP .

supposed to have lunch with Seow Yuan ,

but ended up having lunch with my colleagues .

so sorry !

i'll make up next week okays ?

well , Wendy's working at Seow Yuan's workplace now .

so that means Seow Yuan won't be alone .

& it's good lah .

at least she has company .

i've just received a letter from TP .

well , i'll be awarded with a 'Diploma in Business' at the graduation ceremony .

honestly speaking ,

i was a little disappointed .

i've hoped to get a Diploma with Merit .

but anyways ,

i should be more than glad to have completed my studies already .

i guess i'm giving up the idea of getting into a local university .

i know myself better than anyone else .

i know i can't get into a local university ,

with this kind of results .

i should stop deceiving myself already ,

cox it's getting me nowhere too .

anyways ,

i've decided to apply to SIM as well .

UOL's Bachelor of Science (Honours) in Banking & Finance .

i guess i'll do the application tmr then .

as for now ,

i shall watch my Boys Over Flowers Episode 20 !

ciao !

(;

KIM HYUN JOONG !

2009-03-16T19:45:00.001+08:00

tell me how can i not resist him !

he's soo cute !

he's my new eye candy - Kim Hyun Joong !

i really love his role inside Boys Over Flowers ,

& his new hairstyle is super cool !

really suits him a lot .

i'm soo in love with Kim Hyun Joong lah !

where should i go from here? ):

2009-03-15T22:02:00.000+08:00

this morning ,

i was reading through the brochures which i took from SIM Open House ytd .

i realised that it's very costly to study at SIM ,

with the fact that the fees are charged on per module basis .

but ,

UOL's Bachelor of Science in Banking & Finance seems appealing to me .

most importantly ,

it's related to what i study in TP .

however ,

i really hope that i could study at a local university instead .

be it NUS , NTU or SMU .

but i know the chances are low for me ,

& i'm losing hope as time goes by .

some of the people i know have received calls from NTU ,

asking them to go for an interview .

& they are those whose results were extremely good .

i guess i don't stand a chance to get into NTU anymore .

i felt so very demoralised right now .

now ,

i just pray hard that i'll receive good news from either NUS or SMU .

& i'm having 2nd thoughts about applying to SIM .

everytime when i think of which degree to sign up at SIM ,

i just can't concentrate at all .

i really need advices right now !

tell me what to do .

i'm at a loss !

)):

open house (:

2009-03-14T20:54:00.000+08:00

it was a tiring day today ,

cox i went to 3 universities (together with Nikita & Lydia) .

SIM , NTU & NUS .

& we received 3 bags as well , from each university .

it looked like we were carrying 'barang barang' on our way home .

inside all the bags were brochures which we took .

i took the most number of brochures from SIM ,

cox i had to help Hwee Shan collect some brochures as well .

so i'm like taking 2 persons' share lah !

we met some familiar faces at SIM & NTU .

well , most of the people who turned up at the open houses were 'A' level students .

so , the 3 of us were basically looking around the campus only .

anyways ,

i'm done with my SMU application .

like FINALLY !

>.<

got to look through SIM courses later .

as for now ,

gonna watch tv .

byee !

badminton (:

2009-03-13T14:46:00.000+08:00

played badminton with Nikita in the morning today .

just the 2 of us .

& Nikita mentioned cycling the next time round .

however , it's quite difficult to organise a cycling trip cox most of us are busy with work now .

as for now ,

off to my games .